Visualization

So self, how does it feel to write again? Wonderful! I must have a love affair with myself. I am in inner conflict. Why? Because I have no inner characters or inner world. The characters I grew up with are no longer in my mind. It is because you are changing to a better person. You are becoming more in touch with reality than fantasy. The thing that sucks about reality is the real forces that exist in the universe like gravity, magnetism, and energy. I want all the objects of my desire now but have to work through the constrains of forces to get them. I have to be patient and let the universe know that I want them! The hardest thing is having to share my world with my brother Bryant for we are two different people. You'd think it would be easy to keep us separate but when he is around I feel stifles with life because I have already let him down. In the midst of failures when the dust clears we will finally succeed. The greatest admiration comes when others know that you have failed many times but because of that you come out in a blazing glory of success. To learn that failure is a part of life is to examine your life more closely and be more careful about how you do things in life. More careful and wiser about how you handle money, more careful about how you handle relationships and your attitude toward life and toward the world. What will you do tomorrow?

Will you be grumpy and turn off your alarm and stay in bed? Or will you jump out of bed like Dexter and say what a fine day for science? Will you be glad that another day is upon you? Or will you curse others for causing you misery? Remember the only distraction comes from within! You decide how you will feel, how you will treat people, and ultimately how you will treat yourself. Treat yourself to a sweet or a red bull if that will make you happy! Treat yourself to a conversation with a hot woman if that will make you happy! Whatever makes you happy do it! If others are unhappy because you're happy they are just jealous. Ignore them and continue what you are doing others will be happy along with you. Find the power from within and let it bind you. Manifest your Destiny! Visualize success and success will happen! Visualize money and money will fall from the heavens. Visualize all that you desire and it will follow. Imagine you are water and all the things that you need to pass through this life will flow into your stream when the time is right.