To experience an overwhelming sense of greatness when we not only create change, adopt it into our lives, work painfully or painlessly to maintain 'liking' it daily, brings us to a loving position within ourselves first & foremost. A position where we can truly enjoy being solitudinal with who and what we really are. More than the mother, more than the father, the lover, the employer/ employee, the parent, the teacher, the doctor/nurse, etc. These are ego-restrictive titles society renders to its community members.
Step outside of the individuality for a moment and take a Borg outlook. Ok Star Trek lovers and followers, you are with me on this. The Borg assimilated everything but basically knew nothing. It had a purpose of following the commands of 'One' who expected a unification principle be achieved at all cost. The victim of this powerful mind game was reduced to an emotionless position, numbed for eternity by a 'greater good'. But the 'greater good' was twisted, contorted and molded by the "One' who disrespected the law of the Universe. We are one when it counts to fix a dangerous series of events from turning into an all-out annihilation of the planet-- here the Collective, the unification of efforts is deemed necessary BUT in all other respects, individuality is what makes us and this planet we live on unique.
I went to a new place within myself that accepts change better than it did last year. Was it the hormones, the dreams, the ego-spirit clash or my own personal ignorance and fear keeping me from experiencing the true beauty of the life before me with new avenues to travel.
